Sunday, July 31, 2022

5-Year-Old Love Letter

My sweet Hazel Grace,

You are five years old and your zest for life continues to shine. You are obsessed with animals—dogs, cats, goats, horses, stuffed animals—you're here for all of them. You've set your career aspirations on becoming a veterinarian so that you can hug doggies all day, obviously. Pre-kindergarten highlighted your charming nature that draws people to you. You made friends and had the whole class wrapped around your finger, particularly Oliver and Cooper. Learning the academic basics came easily, and you're absolutely ready for kindergarten, both socially and emotionally.

Spending time with your carefully curated list of friends is very important to you. You have a distinct style and dress in layers. Each outfit consists of pants, a skirt (often a tutu) or dress, and a cardigan or jean jacket. Leopard print is your jam and luckily always in style. There is no convincing you to wear things that don't meet your criteria. You still sleep in a pull-up and are often so busy playing that by the time you drag yourself to the bathroom, it's a near emergency. On road trips when you have to go, there isn't time to find a pit stop, so you pee in your pull-up or have no problem hanging out the side of the car. You love books, music, and dancing. You are a very clear communicator.

As of this week, you can safely jump into the deep end of the pool, doggie paddle across, and float on your back if you need a break. You played a season of soccer in the fall and did dance all year. The recital was even better than the last, and you came alive up on that stage. You rode a horse for the first time this week and are starting gymnastics shortly. Your superhuman toddler strength remains, so I'm excited to finally have you in a gym. You learned to ride a bike on my watch in about fifteen minutes. When Daddy mentioned that Mom taught you to ride, your immediate, emphatic reply was, "Mom didn't teach me, I taught myself!" Not untrue. You jumped on that thing and took off. I jogged next to you for a few feet while you rode off into the sunset. You've always been a water baby and are often first to jump into the freezing cold salt water on boat days. I've trained you to love having your picture taken, and you strike all the poses without prompting.

You're a pretty adventurous eater and will almost always try new things. You use the calming corner for time-ins when you feel overwhelmed. You are a pretty intense mama's girl. You're full of funny expressions: "That was so stinkin' cute!" "It's right up my alley!" "Boooorrrrrinnnnnggggg." Some of your favorite expressions are "I'm okay!" with two thumbs up and "Best day ever!" You recently told me every day is the best day ever.

Your bedtime has gotten later and matches the boys'. Pre-summer we'd read around seven-thirty and try to have lights out by eight. The summer schedule is a free-for-all with bedtimes between eight and eleven. This is the first summer we've had that kind of flexibility, and it's been amazing to spend the evenings outdoors. The first week hit you hard and a few major meltdowns ensued; since then you've rolled with the chaos and inconsistent sleep schedule like a champ.

You enthusiastically lean into everything you do and radiate joy. Your energy brings life to our days and balance to our family. I love watching you grow and seeing your personality continue to develop. I can't imagine life without you and am grateful for you every day. Being your mama is everything. You are so, so loved.

xoxo,
Your loving mama 















Thursday, June 30, 2022

Last Day of School 2022

Here are our pre-k, first, and third grade grads! It was a good year with lots of growth.













Saturday, June 25, 2022

Father's Day 2022

A baby goat snuggle session seemed like the perfect way to celebrate. One of the greatest values Ty has passed on the to kids is a love of all creatures. Hazel's life is now complete. 













Saturday, May 7, 2022

An (incomplete) List of Things I Love

I love long conversations and vulnerability. I love learning new things. I love being with my kids. I love the feeling of a clean house. I love the way Owen smirks when he's really proud of something. I love doing Hazel's hair. I love playing games with Wessy bug. I love my husband and his unwavering dedication to our family. 

I love being with my friends and I love meeting new people. I love capturing beauty with my lens. I love it when I feel like I truly make a difference in my job. I love snuggling on the couch and watching shows with Ty. I love coffee with a lot of cream. I love traveling and the feeling of warm sun radiating down. I love the first blossoms of Spring and fall leaves. I love supporting new moms and building community. I love the sun setting on the Olympics. 

I love being with my sisters. I love going for walks and doing Pilates. I love the smell of rain and fresh cut grass. I love golden hour light. I love it when my kids play together and I love it when my husband finds creative ways to entertain them. I love reading. I love singing worship songs at church. I love popcorn and hot toddy's after a long day at work. I love Halloween and Christmas. I love matching pajamas. I love stories of redemption. I love to write. I love it when I take photos for people and they tell me how much they mean to them. 

I love helping people feel welcome. I love listening to my boys read. I love scratching my kids backs as part of the bedtime routine. I love trips to the Cove with Chris, Kari and the girls. I love the relationship between my kids and their cousins. I love pregnant people and the smell of babies. I love hearing my kids laugh. I love our Beau bear and the way dogs can read people's emotions. I love how much my kids love animals. I love being in my house by myself. I love the beach. I love podcasts and my best friend. I love giving birth. I love witnessing kindness in public. 

I love my people and I love stopping to reflect on all the things I love. 



Sunday, May 1, 2022

Arizona 2022

My Aunt Diane was a huge part of my childhood. She was always willing to have my sisters and me around, eager to play with us, educate us, and take us on adventures. My memory is filled with fond times we spent together, primarily on her farm in Bend. She taught me to ride a horse, ice skate, and ski.

This spring I got to share some of that experience with my children. We flew into Phoenix for a tour of Arizona that did not disappoint. It was a full week with considerable driving, but the kids held up remarkably well and we loved getting to do and see so much. We spent time in Sedona, at the Grand Canyon, in Wickenburg, and on Lake Pleasant. There was sun, wind, and snow in those six days, with the elements playing a significant role in the experience. We hiked, swam, boated, and explored, making it the most adventurous vacation we've taken.

Auntie Di was a gracious host and just as engaging with my kids as she had been with me. We all loved spending time with her and look forward to more adventures together in the future.